Mean Girl
Where do I even start.
I am a mean girl.
Not like the Hollywood movie, I really am a mean girl. The more I spend time with other people and evaluate my life and the words and actions I use, I come to realize what a mean person I am.
My first point will be with the way I judge people. Mind you, I have no formal training in law school, nor have I ever really been in a courtroom, and yet I still think to myself and judge people on a daily basis. Sometimes it's as petty as, "Eww, clean your face. Do you shower, brush your teeth, comb your hair?" I mean, really who's business is it anyway to wonder or even feel better than someone because of their looks. Who is better to know than that very person what caused them to abstain from a shower, or whatever . . . frankly it is none of my business to judge. I will solely use that analogy, because really I think I have made my point, at least in my head.
Secondly, I am a mean person because being a woman you crave and desire the attention of a man and want to be wanted . . . only when it's that person that you don't want to be wanted by, so then you start to distance yourself from the very thing that makes you feel like a woman. To all the guys out there - I'm not sure what to say because to some, you deserve it because you are jerks and you know who you are. Others are simply the lovable type of guy that you want to have the "just friends" relationship with and you could never see yourself ever having any sort of romantic relations with their type. Then there are those guys who seem so desperate and just keep "at it" and scare me from wanting to return their calls, or their emails, and PTL I don't have text for those very men. What I'm intending is that I will lie, be rude, ignore, act dumb, or just straight up avoid someone because I don't like them and they like me. I am mean. I feel so bad for saying the things I do because it is not my intention to hurt their feelings or lead them on, but really I just want to be friends with boys. And, when I finally meet a real man I will want to pursue a relationship and he will oblige me.
. . . I will hope to continue my mean-ness later. . .
I am a mean girl.
Not like the Hollywood movie, I really am a mean girl. The more I spend time with other people and evaluate my life and the words and actions I use, I come to realize what a mean person I am.
My first point will be with the way I judge people. Mind you, I have no formal training in law school, nor have I ever really been in a courtroom, and yet I still think to myself and judge people on a daily basis. Sometimes it's as petty as, "Eww, clean your face. Do you shower, brush your teeth, comb your hair?" I mean, really who's business is it anyway to wonder or even feel better than someone because of their looks. Who is better to know than that very person what caused them to abstain from a shower, or whatever . . . frankly it is none of my business to judge. I will solely use that analogy, because really I think I have made my point, at least in my head.
Secondly, I am a mean person because being a woman you crave and desire the attention of a man and want to be wanted . . . only when it's that person that you don't want to be wanted by, so then you start to distance yourself from the very thing that makes you feel like a woman. To all the guys out there - I'm not sure what to say because to some, you deserve it because you are jerks and you know who you are. Others are simply the lovable type of guy that you want to have the "just friends" relationship with and you could never see yourself ever having any sort of romantic relations with their type. Then there are those guys who seem so desperate and just keep "at it" and scare me from wanting to return their calls, or their emails, and PTL I don't have text for those very men. What I'm intending is that I will lie, be rude, ignore, act dumb, or just straight up avoid someone because I don't like them and they like me. I am mean. I feel so bad for saying the things I do because it is not my intention to hurt their feelings or lead them on, but really I just want to be friends with boys. And, when I finally meet a real man I will want to pursue a relationship and he will oblige me.
. . . I will hope to continue my mean-ness later. . .
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